If you would ask if i would expect where my life is now i would say no. I am sitting in Manhattan Kansas outside of fort riley. I am in 2-1 C co. GSAB some place i wanted to be for a long time. But becareful for what you which for Maj Brennon told me that. Sometimes I think I should have listened. I am still not exactly what some 1st sgts want and going to 2-1 was not really what they wanted. I was at some place where i fit in for the most part. Worked great with my docs and they taught me a lot. Hardly went to pt and for the most part had a great time. Now I am in a company that has no idea what i can do except i cant run very fast and a first Sgt that is waiting for me to mess up so she can kick me out.
I have had many discussions with my husband what might happen if i get kicked out and he is good with it. I loved my job as a civilian and i have gotten to do some cool things while i was in the army and now i have deployed as a medic as well. There is something about medicine that is cool. I don't know what I like more the science behind it or seeing something come to you or you going to it looking like crap then after some treatment or procedure they are happy and home with there families again. Weather they be 2 legged or 4 legged or no legs. I can do that in the army or out of the army so i am good with it. I have got to ride in a black hawk, shoot some amazing weapons and i got threw basic training at 31 years old. When I defiantly thought I could not. I have been afraid of basic training since for as long as I can remember. So where ever this life takes me I think I am ready.
